suddenly think about this website again, so hang over before i totally forget about it.

recently not really buzy about my lab work, in fact, i am no mood to do any lab work
Due to the failure in progressing my experiments....
sigh.

always hanging around the facebook all the day, visiting other people profiles, comparing my own life with those pictures in the net (it seems so stupid but i did it).

become a scienctist should stay in the lab for so long time. even we cannot figure out any ideas to continue the experiments. Everyday includes sunday, just staying in the laboratory with so much try and error?

last night professor called me into the office, talked about all kinds of rules in order to further pHD programme with scholarship. In fact, i am planning to finish my Master course in Korea instead of further even the scholarship is available for me. Due to the facts that i dont like to stay in the lab everyday especially Sunday from 9am to 2am. My life just work and sleep , wake up with the tiring and painful eyes, again work .

Professor, i will tell you my ideas later, please dont always wanted something from me...thank you^^

i miss you so much

sigh. i cant focus on work today
and i cant believe myself to start a blog because of missing you so much
i know i cannot always speak out in front of you.
you know a guy dont like to speak how much he miss you, but instead, i am really really miss you
since i woke up in the morning.

i heard people said that this means i have been toxified by you
by just know you for a day?
and one night?

saturday night was our first met
but your face cannot disappear from my mind?
why u hv such a charming power?

i asked whether u can be the one i fall into or not
you said i can
and you interested with me too

but after we separated from each other.
i sms and email you more that what i normally did
you just called me few seconds with a question: when you want to go during your holidays?

are you really busy?
at least let me know that you are
no response from you make me freaking out
please...

i am waiting....
at least a msg from you....